Erin or "Gare" - Journey Updates

There’s definitely an energy around me this month. I can’t explain it but I feel a difference. I feel I am on a long path though so I am not expecting dramatic change all at once. Then again, who knows? I am open to whatever lays ahead.

There’s definitely an energy around me this month. I can’t explain it but I feel a difference. I feel I am on a long path though so I am not expecting dramatic change all at once. Then again, who knows? I am open to whatever lays ahead.

It feels there’s a part of me that’s pushing forward with confidence, and a part of me that wants to resist. I think the pusher is winning over the resistor. I’m doing things I’ve not done before so life is getting interesting. I’m impressed by my own conviction; scared to look at it too closely for fear it may vanish!

I’ve gone through, and am still going through, a lot more change than I was expecting since I started using Healing Olive. It’s scary but I’m embracing it. Although it’s hard to see where everything is going, I can’t help but to feel optimistic.

I moved jobs; moving into a higher risk, higher paced job. (I wasn’t even looking for new work - but they came to me) The new gig woke up my creativity and got me turning back to music in my personal time, something I haven’t done in years. I did a lot of traveling, learning, growing… But then, unexpectedly, the job dried up - plunging me into unemployment; forcing me to take time off. The timing wasn’t great, financially speaking, but couldn’t have been better in terms of my family. My kids needed me and previously, I wasn’t giving them much time. Although it’s unsettling to be out of a job (first time in 20 years!) it feels like it’s exactly where I need to be right now. Also, like I said, I feel like something good is coming. Only time will tell…