Barbara - Journey Updates

So I have been using the healing oil for a month! The first time I used it, something quite wonderful happened: I felt a sense of elation, as if I was being lifted through layers of reality. When something like this happens to me - which is often, I never quite know if it is due to my very fertile imagination, or if it is real. And then I think that there is little difference between the two, and I am more at peace. In the following days few things happened, which were quite a blow to me. I was quite dejected at first, but then I thought that if I remembered correctly sometimes disruption is required for things to change. So I suspended my judgement, and tried to acquire a neutral attitude towards events - which I don’t necessarily find an easy task. It has been an intense month, with a lot of mental discipline required for me to plough through disruption and to keep a positive outlook while at the same time facing what appears to be inner resistance, but I have been happy to keep my ‘oil practice’ going. I do it every morning when I salute the new day, and it is a moment of presence and of blessing. And for this I am very grateful. Thank you.

So I have been using the healing oil for a month! The first time I used it, something quite wonderful happened: I felt a sense of elation, as if I was being lifted through layers of reality. When something like this happens to me - which is often, I never quite know if it is due to my very fertile imagination, or if it is real. And then I think that there is little difference between the two, and I am more at peace. In the following days few things happened, which were quite a blow to me. I was quite dejected at first, but then I thought that if I remembered correctly sometimes disruption is required for things to change. So I suspended my judgement, and tried to acquire a neutral attitude towards events - which I don’t necessarily find an easy task. It has been an intense month, with a lot of mental discipline required for me to plough through disruption and to keep a positive outlook while at the same time facing what appears to be inner resistance, but I have been happy to keep my ‘oil practice’ going. I do it every morning when I salute the new day, and it is a moment of presence and of blessing. And for this I am very grateful. Thank you.

Hello dear Shlomo and everybody! I cannot quite believe that it is already two months since I have started using the healing oil! After a pretty difficult first month, things have changed quite dramatically. Nothing appears to have happened on the outside. Yet inside, I am a very different person. I feel more grounded that I ever have in my life, and it is almost like vibrationally I am in a very different place. A nice place. A very accepting place. And in this place, I have started experiencing a deep self-love, that at times borders on the ecstatic. As I love myself, I am able to love everything else. It has not happened on its own, it has been a process which has required awareness and work, but I have been feeling very supported by the oil. Healing indeed. With gratitude Barbara

So another month has gone by! This one has been much quieter on the outside… I feel like things are changing but not manifesting yet. the inner work carries on though, day after day, and the distance is palpable. Change does require time to be processed and integrated, I can sometime feel the resistances I have to change. Some inner demons are coming to the fore, almost as if their hiding place has been lit… which I think bids well. the one really remarkable thing in the past month is that I have actually forgot to use the healing olive one morning :slight_smile: Thank you once again, dear Shlomo, I am looking forward to the next month. Blessings

Four months of healing olive! The past month has been wondrously weird. Things have happened which I was not expecting, and life has taken on a new shine. I do not know if things would have changed at the same rate without the oil. The process has been so intense and fast that I have difficulties talking about it - also, I have been extraordinarily busy with work which does not help! I feel like I am moving in a parallel universe. For me the major issue is to trust and not to get scared and retrieve in my shell of safety and comfort, but allow things to unfold. Which is what I have been practicing. I have found that letting go of preconceptions and expectations and just staying grounded in the now helps, without trying to control. And being aware to when I want to get back to my old patterns. Thank you again Shlomo, and blessings to all of you.

Well, the past month has been amazing. Some wonderful things have happened, which were quite unexpected. I am still using the wonderful oil every morning, and trusting that all is for the best. Thanks again Shlomo, blessings to all

Dear Shlomo apologies for being so late in posting my last update! I still had a bit of oil, and was milking it out. Life has also been hectic, and part of me probably saw this as a closure and wanted to postpone it as much as possible. Now that the bottle is empty I really miss my oil morning ritual. These have been six very interesting months, and a lot has changed for me, both inside and outside. The world keeps revealing itself, and it is a beautiful spectacle. Things have happened that i could not envisaged, and beautiful synchronicities keep moving me forward. I just need to trust more and go with the flow, as i have become very aware of the resistances I put up all the time. I am deeply grateful to you for this, and I look forward to what is coming next! Blessings Barbara